Dada is what?

I think that Dada is something no one would really get the concept of. It is art but anti-art.
So when we were in stac art I was wondering how to make something dada. But then realized that Dada isn't always planning something, From what I get from it Dada is just a spur of what you feel like doing. Just doing what pops into your mind but doesn't serve a purpose.

With acting with the hat the next day it scared me to see how it would affect people. everyone took it a different way and I guess it hurts to see your friends that are so strong even get bother by it. A hat. A hat is what it takes to bother the people you think are so strong. The hat is what has gotten me so embarrassed and ashamed. Ashamed of being a hypocrite to my sister and not being a better role model I can be. Walking into her room to take something.  Everything I do she copies and I hate that she is turning to me like me. I think the reason why I yell at her or try to hurt her feelings is because I see myself when I look at her. I'm trying to hurt myself when I see her. I love her But I can never tell her because I don't want to be weak to her. I can't tell her what I feel without feeling weak. So every time I hurt her I hate myself for turning her into me. wow, the hat never really affected me but when I am writing this and thinking it hurts a lot. I hurts to see what I avoid.
But bottom line, everything just hurts.